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Saturday, January 15, 2011
I love you~
Please listen to the song. I know its not a "friendship song", but there are some lyrics that match how I feel. (key word: some. so if its a mushy line, then its probably not it...)
Btw, this is in no particular order. Actually, I'm drawing from a hat to see which ones I write first xD
We've known each other since forever, but I can still remember the day we first met in class. I know you're going through a difficult time right now, but I know you'll get through it, because I'll be there whenever you need me. I miss our fun sleepovers...dancing to lucifer...roasting marshmallows... :) You'll always be one of my best friends, and I know sometimes I forget it because we see each other so little now. I can trust you when I talk to you, even though we don't talk much. You're sometimes afraid to tell me things, but when you do, you'll find that I have the same thought and am going through the same thing as you are. That's what I love most. How, even though we see each other so little, we just have an understanding for each other. I love you so so much, and just remember, if there is anything you need to talk about, I'm here for you.
You're so different.
So different from all the other friends I've made. Bold, courageous, beautiful, smart...and whenever I'm around you, I can get a taste of what feeling bold feels like. I've always been scared to show to others what I'm really like in front of my real friends. I've never actually been able to be myself in front of people I've just met either. You've shown me that. You've taught me how to be a friend. What stepping out of your comfort zone feels like. You've taught me so much, showed me so much, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart. I know I can talk to you about the good and the bad of my day, and when we talk online, it can be about anything. When we talk, we can be happy, sad, pissed...it doesn't matter, because we can talk, talk and understand.
You're stubborn, forceful, dangerous...and that's what makes you.
I only really got to know who you were after I joined the asian group. And once I did, you were friendly, nice, talkative, supportive, just as you've always been. We're always talking, always chatting, and we talk about basically anything that happens to us during the day. You're always there when I need you, even though I'm not always there for you. I can vent to you, and you are there to set me straight, tell me what I'm doing wrong, and I'm grateful towards you. We can talk about the color blue, or talk about that new drama, and use it as an inside joke the next day, laughing while everybody else just stares at us like we're crazy. I like that.
I don't know where to begin.
I do know, that without you, I'd be miserable. I miss you so much, and everyday, I wish I can see you. To be able to say hi in person, at school in the hallway... just once. I don't need to change in front of you. Whenever I'm with you, you can see the real me, because I'm completely comfortable. I don't need to dress up, or wear make up. During the few times we get to see each other every year, I can show up in sweats and glasses, and you won't care. We can be serious, sarcastic, funny, goofy...and it can be anywhere. It might seem like we have separate lives now, with different friends, but I know that the moment we're together, it's like we never left our school. You lift me up when I'm in my emo mood, and I can trust you completely. I can trust that what you say is right, that everything will be okay. You mean the world to me, and I love you.