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Sunday, April 3, 2011
Spring Break is over. Figured.
I hate you.
You, who I thought was so nice, so kind, so innocent. You, who I thought genuinely was a good friend. Or so I thought from what my best friend said. You, who was always willing to give a friend a hug, who sucked at bowling but then somehow got better using the 10 ball. You, who I was excited for when she said you two had made a little progress. And now you've broken her heart. I just wish I can break your face.
I'm getting so sick of it. So sick of how blind everybody is. Especially my sister. I wish she wasn't related to me. I genuinely think that. Im sick of the way she's been treating me my fucking entire life, and I'm sick of it. She gets everything she wants, just because of her pretty face, her two faceness, her ability to persuade people. She's nothing like me. She's taught me nothing. I hate her, and I hate this family. So. so. much.
All the lame ass grades, the papers, the homework. I find it so sad that I havne't gotten a 100 percent on any major test since 8th grade. And that my GPA is actually lower than a 4. I hate all the tests and the studying, because studying never EVER works for me. I'm so bad at test taking its not even funny. Those of you who have heard my ACT experience...yea. That's what I mean.
How they lied to both of you. So many things are misunderstood, but even if this situation was misunderstood, I don't see how what they did was okay. Is there a legit reason? Was it because they thought they were doing something right? I don't know, but friendship equals trust. Once that trust is gone, so is that friendship. And once its gone...its hard to get back.