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Thursday, November 3, 2011
This post gets no title. OTL.
The situation is almost laughable. So laughable that it's kinda frustrating. Am I making sense? Probably not.
Why jump to conclusions? Why not just ask someone if they're mad at you instead of talking behind their backs? Why not just say what you're feeling? ...Why haven't I done ANY of this until recently? Gawsh. I'm so retarded. It feels good to talk in person, instead of ranting TO someone about another person.
Humans should just love each other. Yea?
And then there will be those who find this simple blog post, simple thread of thought, to be offensive, and then rant on it secretly in their mind. --> *Pictures a lady with crazy hair, black lipstick, feverishly scribbling into a notebook mumbling to herself and occasionally laughing like a madman*
And believe me, I'm not mad at all. I find this whole thing acutally very amusing xD
Well, we all have faults. I know what I should've done better and I'll try to improve. I'm sorry if you felt awkward or felt the need to rant behind my back, yet put on a regular face in front of me. It must of felt really uncomfortable >_< But I do feel proud of myself for not posting an angry rant; that's what I would've done before. Thinking that I can control myself and hold back what I want to say has pushed me to actually doing it. It's da bomb-diggiteh :D
Have a fantastic life everyone <3
Looking at you, shriveled up in that cramped hospital bed... It brings back old memories. Memories of opening up Christmas presents around the living room, discovering a Minnie mouse toothbrush cup that I still use today...You always babysitting Calvin when he was little...
I know I haven't talked to you, or seen you in a while, but seeing you...helpless on that bed...It hurts just thinking about why I'm visiting you. Why you though? Why couldn't it be some bastard who raped and killed a gazillion people? Why did it have to be you, when you're so goodhearted and loving? I hate really really hate this. I really really hate cancer.
And I find it sick and revolting that I only felt this way when I heard the bad news. I've taken so many things for granted and its just sad to think that humans live this way. So fucking disgusting.