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Sunday, February 26, 2012
I was wondering this to myself in the shower today, after my parents bitched at me and the whole family went to Osaka to eat lunch... "Why the fuck do I even try?"
You will never, ever, ever stop comparing me to her will you? You will never stop being the big ass hypocrite that you don't even know you are.
I have been trying trying trying my hardest to live a more normal lifestyle, and moving into her room has helped me. But you guys don't notice the small improvements that I've made. Instead, you notice the empty dish bowl that I had just finished using 10 minutes ago and then yell at me for being messy again.
So you know what? Fuck you. Fuck you and fuck the older daughter that everybody loves due to her looks.
You ask why I can't be responsible for my life? Okay, say that to the 4.5 GPA that I got last semester for you. Say that to me going to the library every Sunday to work on my ACT. You ask why I can't be more like her? Okay, so you WANT me to drink all night and party and have a 3.4 GPA? Do you WANT me to lie to your face about going to a friends house while I'm really going to a drinking party?
Sorry, I didn't inherit her good looks, her charming personality, her ability to hook up with boys. I inherited the ability to play instruments, dance, do art, get good grades, and everything that you don't give a shit about. Still...is it too much to ask for a little recognition?