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Saturday, October 13, 2012
This is stupid. I shouldn't feel this way.
Why am I like this?
I don't want to sound arrogant or boastful.
In fact this it's totally the opposite.
I want...someone to care about me. To think of me when I'm not there. To treat me the way I treat them.
I try so hard. No. I don't even try. I just do it. Why? I have no fucking idea.
Why do I always go out of my way to help others? It's not even my responsibility. It's not my job. It's not...fair. I always think - people who are genuinely nice...genuinely just awesome...do they ever get tired of acting so nice or going out of their way for someone around people who don't treat them the same way? They must.
Because I do.
I wish I didn't feel this way...but I just wanted to be treated the same way I treat others. That's all.
Is that too much to ask?